there's no real
automatic
love in you
Back to the start
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 7:55 PM

It's coming back;
Everything is.
Maybe we're not meant to be
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 10:16 PM

Hey guys, I guess I haven't been blogging recently.
Just having tons of stuff on my mind, none that I want to blog about though.
So yeah, I'll try hard to blog more often :)
And I might change my blog url or skin.
Depends on my mood of course.
Yeah, so.. I guess that's all for update.
Lovesxoxo

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad

And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
漏风
Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 11:01 PM

Okay, I'm croaking.
Officially -.-
Like a frog.
Gross, I know.
I actually sound like a 漏风 cracker.
If a 漏风 cracker can speak that is.
But if a 漏风 cracker actually speaks I think I'll scream.
And I just croak more -.-
Okay, I think I've been slacking for many many days
I haven't even finished one freaking hol hw :O
And I'm having training tomorrow
Despite the croaking D:
I hate training -.-
Okay, life is just soo unfair and bor-ing
And I'm in love with "Everybody in love" by JLS.
Okay, I'm boring you out too ):
And guess what?
I'm in 2E with Fiona next year D:
Only Fiona ):
Sad.
It's like S6 is splited up ):
And Hongtu most probably won't keep in touch cause he's an ***hole -.-
Fine, sorry okay.
I'm just sick and easily irritated
And I'm officially going back to song-writing.
And being pissed-off with the world.
And I'm so damn freaking upset that me and Stacy are in different classes next year D:
Like, who the hell is going to cook for me?!
ARGH.
I hate the world
And AHS.
And the whole Earth
Oh yeah, people!
I have a Christmas Party that's happening on the 15th Dec 09!
So people who want to go, sms me (:
Or you can leave  tag (:
If you don't know my no., ask from humans living in this suckish world.
Yeah, please try to tell me before this sat cause I'm hand-making invitation cards (:
Dearest Sexier 6,
I know you should have seen my post in our fabby blog already.
But just one most for you guys.
You great and awesome guys who simply light up my life with a piano and a guitar (:
I love you all so much and I'm so damn sad that we're freaking separated.
I know you must hate the world too but ):
Have faith.
And keep in touch.
Cause I'll really miss you guys ):

Well, that's it I guess.
Gotta go to bed cause my freaking mum is going to hog the damn com soon -.-

Everybody in love,
Go on put your hands up
If you're in love,
Put your hands up
The Taurus In A Nutshell Post!
Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 5:38 PM


Hey there!

I just took a fb quiz about my horoscope to see what it says and tada!
Go on! Read the pile of words! (:
Ah fine, I'll bold the super super true stuffs (:
No wait, I won't xP
I'll make their font red (:

Taurus Deep Inside:


Taurus are not fond of change. 
In fact, is change is imminent, they get very nervous and worried. 
They do not like anything new because anything new is unknown and Taurus fears the unknown. 
Taurus needs order in their lives and when they do not have order, they get very anxious. 
Taurus will cut themselves off from the unfamiliar in order to avoid the feelings of insecurity that arise when new experiences and situations are present. 
Taurus do not express their feelings openly and their inner self is contained and secretive. 
Many people do not know how sensitive Taurus really is, they hide it well. 
As a result, they are often emotionally hurt when the wrong things are said, they take things too personally sometimes. 
Taurus avoids talking about their emotions and many people never really know how they feel.


Taurus in a Nutshell:


Taurus is the one who has immense perseverance, even when others have given up, the Taurus rages on.
Solid and persistent, just like the bull, which is Taurus' well suited symbol. 
Taurus's have a well known reputation for being stubborn, which is not necessarily a bad thing. 
The stubborn streak can cause Taurus to butt heads and conflict with other strong character types. 
Taurus are not fond of change. They like the familiar and routine comfort of life. 
Taurus is easy going and not one to pick a fight but should some poor souls attempt to provoke Taurus, the wrath will be known, for they have a temper underneath the calm surface. 
Taurus are very responsive to their surroundings. 
They like decorations, color, anything that appeals to all the senses. 
Taurus like possessions and the Taurus home is nicely decorated with lots of things. 
Taurus are down to earth, they do not like gaudy, flashy or over the top things. 
They prefer comfortable and creative settings and objects. 
Taurus likes security, in every aspect of their lives from home, to love, to career. 
Taurus can be secretive, opinionated and stingy. 
Taurus tend to be self-indulgent and lazy, Taurus are master procrastinators of the astrology zodiac! 
They do however have a strong, persistent drive that comes to life when they chose, and no one would ever know that they are lazy.
The secret to this is that their laziness is pushed aside when it comes to themselves.

Haha!
Okay, I think I'll go rip another quiz to do then tag people!
Yes! That's the plan! Woo!
Okay, so meanwhile, do with this!
I'm off to find another rainbow quiz!
Flu-ing
Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 5:30 PM

Okay, I'm like seriously bored and have nothing to blog about so,
I ripped a quiz from somebody's blog.
OMG, I ripped a quiz from somebody's blog :O
Well whatever.
I don't even know that person anyway (:
And I'm flu-ing.
So you can't bully the sick (:
Here goes!


1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
- I think so (:

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
- Hmms, I don't know. But it won't happen, she's female

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
- Hell no. I didn't even want to open my freaking eyes -.-

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
- 2.05pm today with Nicole

5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
- Ahh, a Puma touch watch (:

6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
- Singing (though I can't say it makes others feel better.. xD)

7. What are you excited for?
- CELL GAMES DAY!

8. What were you doing yesterday?
- Nothing. OMG, I did nothing :O

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
- Honestly? I think it was Natasha.. (maybe not..)

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- Half of an apple

11. Have a best friend?
- More than one (:

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
- Probably..

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
- Sure, love has no definite age limit..

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
- I think the only person I want to punch is Baffoon. So yep!

15. What time is it right this second?
- 5:02pm (:

16. What do you want right now?
- To eat Kinder Joy ):

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- Ballie xD (It's a panda that looks like a ball. Haha.)

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
- Single (:

19. When was the last time you cried?
- Few days ago..

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- Yup. We complement well (:

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
- Sure. That's just human

22. How fast does your mind change?
- So fast that I bet you can't even say "Mississippi"

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
- Actually I miss quite a few bodys. Haha (:

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- No I can't. I'm flu-ing, remember?

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
- Because they're never satisfied with whatever they have

26. Tell me what's on your mind.
- Why the hell can't the damn speaker work?

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
- Playing music with Joel again (:

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
- Can't say I really have

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
- Face-to-face: long time ago ):

30. When is your next road trip?
- This sunday (:

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
- Kind of I guess

32. How's your heart?
- Broken, taped, but still beating

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
- You mean I am?

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
- Yeah, sure (:

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
- Nothing (again).
  Okay fine, go rip another quiz -.-

36. When will your next kiss take place?
- Haha, let me think about that xD

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
- Yep. My mom (:

38. Who do you not get along with?
- Some people

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
- "Hey all 6808 girls <3! Are you all free on this Sat to go out?" - Joanne

40. What are you wearing right now?
- Green tee, grey shorts

41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
- Nope.

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
- Haha, can't remember

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
- Maeve (girl), Damien (boy)

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
- Bleh

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
- Probably

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
- Nope

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
- Trying to get to sleep..

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
- H.L.T.S?

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
- Wth, how come I got no friends starting with B?

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
- So long ago

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
- They won't. Friends stick by each other

52. Last awkward moment?
- Asking random people online about the hours they spent on the internet on Sundays and their favourite colours.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
- On a cold night

54. Do you have good vision?
- I wear glasses

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
- LOL! Yep!!

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
- Er, I think so :X

57. Are you Irish?
- Haha, no

58. Do you use chop stick?
- Yep!

59. Do you have any scars?
- Yes

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
- Forgive and forget.
  But some scars are just too deep to heal.

61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
- Er, nope. I turn red :X

62. Name the last person to text you?
- Sherissa

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
- Haha. Let me consider first (:

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
- ?

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
- All sides.
  You know what they say?
  You've got to make the best of both worlds sides

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
- Kind of

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
- Scream?

68. Do you fall for people easily?
- Yes. The hole so big, how to not fall?

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
- Yep.

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
- Hell yes

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
- Quite often. It's the art of not hurting peoples' feelings

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
- Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

73. Want someone back in your life?
- No

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
- Yes! The weekend's coming!

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
- Green with silver printing

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
- Kinda

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
- Sure. You'll wonder and wonder why

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
- Me?

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
- I'm not a naturally happy person but I definitely don't believe in forced smiles

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
- Who wouldn't? It's hard being human

Crap. This quiz is over. Now I have to go find another one -.-
Oh great. Guess what?
I found another quiz!
Ah fine, I ripped it too.
But who cares?
Argh, the person went to type it in caps.
I'm so lazy I'm not going to freak write the questions all over again -.-
So, I ditched it.
Okay, off to find another quiz AGAIN.
Okay done!
I found another one!
And I did not rip it!
Woo!


A to Z Randomly









TAKE THIS SURVEY!


A

ANY particulor reason your taking this survey?
I'm bored

ARE you at school, work, or home?
Home

AGE at which you 1st drank alcohol?
10

B

BOUGHT anything from Spencer's?
Haha nope

BRAVEST person you know?
Haven't known any YET

BLONDES or Brunettes?
Blondes

C

CRAPPIEST band?
The Saturdays

CAN your dad beat you in a race?
Why not?

COULD you bungee jump?
Haha. Could but wouldn't (:

D

DRAWING or painting?
Painting

DOES your bedroom need cleaning?
It sure does (:

DO the drapes match the curtains?
Sorry, no drapes

E

EVER swore at your parents?
Nope

EARN enough to pay the bills?
Nope

EXORCIST or SAW movies?
Exorcist

F

FLOWERS or chocolate?
Flowers

FUNNEL cake or Elephant Ears?
Funnel cake

FIRED from a job?
Never

G

GIVING or receiving gifts?
Receiving (: Hey! I'm human too!

GOING to the movies or a play?
Movies

GONE to the bathroom this hour?
Nope

H

HAVING or adopting a baby?
Adopting

HORSES or cows?
Cows

HEAVY or light-weight drinker?
Light-weight

I

IS Michael Jackson in heaven?
No

INSIDE or outside?
Outside

INSTANT or regular coffee?
Regular

J

JORDAN or Tiger Woods?
Jordan all the way

JETTA or Saab?
Saab woosh!

JULY 4th or St. Patrick's Day?
None

K

KOOL-AID or Crystal Lite?
Haha. What are those?

KANGAROO or Camel?
Kangaroo!

KETCHUP or mustard?
Mustard

L

LIGHTS on or off during sex?
Off

LOTTERY scratch offs or Power Ball?
Power Ball

LIQUOR or beer?
Liquor anyday

M

MONTH of choice?
MAY!

MEAL you cook best?
Chawamushi (:

MISS the most:
Camp ):

N

NEVER would I:
Believe that Jojo is straight

NIGHT owl or early bird?
Night Owl

NOTE to self:
Go heymath when you're less bored xD

O

OPEN your own jars?
Yep

OFFER to help old people?
Sometimes

ONLY in America:
?

P

PERSCRIPTIONS you have now or in the past?
Nope

PAPER or plastic?
Plastic

PRETTY Woman or Sixteen Candles?
Sixteen Candles

Q

QDOBA or Chipotle?
...

QUIT my job for:
Love

QUANTITY or quality?
Quality

R

ROADTRIP or flying?
Flying

RESPONSE to a sneeze?
Need a tissue?

RIGHT or left handed?
Right

S

SIT or stand all day?
Sit

SMELL you hate?
Ammonia

SUSHI of choice?
I HATE SUSHI

T

THANK goodness it's:
Friday

TELL me your middle name?
Don't have one ):

TODAY is:
Thursday

U

UNDER my bed is:
Another bed

UNDERWARE brand?
Haha. Lots (:

USUALLY I sing:
Songs I write myself (:

V

VITAMINS you take?
Eww.

VERY much like?
?

VACCINES I've had:
None

W

WITHDRAWS from:
Crowds

WEAPONS I own?
Penknife

WAFFLES or pancakes?
WAFFLES!

X

X-RAY you've had?
Some

X-LOVER's Name?
....

X-TRA toppings of:
Caramel Syrup!

Y

YEAR you were born?
1996

YARD sale or goodwill?
Yard sale

YELLOW or green?
GREEN (:

Z

ZOO you've been to?
Singapore Zoological Park

ZACK Morris or Slater?
Morris

ZITS are:
HORRID

Okay, off to find ANOTHER quiz.
Ohyah, if you want to do the quiz, tag me (:
Or you can just rip it (:
I won't get mad

Okay!
That's about it (:
ifreakinglovemyreaders (:

I want your love;
I don't wanna be friends
My list of top 10 hottest guys in hollywood (:
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 12:28 PM

Top 10 hottest guys in hollywood (:
( Randomly Arranged )

#1. Craig Horner
Shows: Legend of the seeker, Blue Water High, H2O: Just Add Water, ect.
Random fact: He looks freakishly like David Cook ...



#2. Sean Michael Afable
Shows: Akeelah and the Bee
Random fact: He's a half-filipino half-european!



#3. Ryan John Seacrest
Shows: American Idol host, ect.
Random fact: He's 35 this year :O



#4. Kris Allen
Shows: American Idol Season 8
Songs: Live like we're dying, No boundaries, ect.
Random fact: He's freaking married. Oh, and he wants chest hair xD



#5. Robert Pattinson
Shows: Twilight, New Moon, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, ect.
Random fact: He writes poems (:



#6. Shia Saide LaBeouf
Shows: Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen, Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, ect.
Random fact: He started acting when he was 10 years old.



#7. Tom Dumont
Band: No Doubt
Songs: Don't speak, ect.
Random fact: He plays the guitar



#8. Brad Pitt
Shows: Ocean's 11, 12, 13, Troy, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, ect.
Random fact: He and Angelina Jolie adopts children (:



#9. David Ronald Cook (mostly known as David cook)
Shows: American Idol Season 7
Songs: Come back to me, Permanent, ect.
Random fact: He writes songs (:



#10. Jay Sean
Songs: Down, My own way, ect.
Random fact: He's hot



Yep!
Okay, I MIGHT do a list on top 10 hottest Singaporean Guys, if I can find enough xD
No offence :X
Anw, now you know what goes on in my mind when you see me stoning..

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Time, is going by
so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret
not telling all of this to you
Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 1:54 PM

Okay, I'm like posting cause Lynnee said my previous post was boring ):
So, I'll try to post something fun! and interesting! and BOOMZZZZ!!!!
So.... I decided to do a DEDICATION post (:
Yes, I did type DEDICATION (:
I know it's quite weird since I ranted on someone in my previous one.
But well, things happen (:
Okay!
This post shall be dedicated to LYNNEE!
Firstly, Lynnee is:
- A chinese
- QUITE nice xD
- Register no. 4 (which means she sits beside me during morning assembly)

- A girl


- Stacy's very very good friend (might even be best friends (: )
- The creator of Fattutu
- A regular tagger

I suck at dedications.
I give up.

He's nice cause he makes me smile.
He's nice cause he's unique.
He's nice cause he cheers me up.
He's nice cause he is nice.
He's nice cause I say that he is.

He likes me.